As I complete my semester in Berlin, it is time to reflect on my time here. In my first blog post after arriving, I outlined three goals I had for my time in Berlin. These goals were
- Focusing on my schoolwork even in my new environment
- Improving my German-language skills and my confidence in speaking German
- Develop friendships in my classes and at my service learning site
I think that I at least partially met all of these goals, although I had more trouble with some than with others. I did not struggle too much with completing my classwork due to my new environment, and I feel that I did well in all of my classes. I also feel more comfortable speaking German. I am able to talk to people when they ask me questions, and I feel comfortable carrying out full conversations. The things that helped me most with this goal were my service learning site and my host family, who encouraged me to speak German even when I was unsure. I did struggle with developing friendships, although in the past several weeks I have become closer with my classmates. If I could go back in time, I think I would tell my past self to go out with some of the other people in my program at the beginning of the semester. I didn’t go out with them originally because I don’t drink and I get anxious in crowded places, but I think that if I had spent more time with them at the beginning of the semester, it would have been easier for me to form stronger friendships with them. In addition, I had trouble with my mental health during the past semester because I do not have as strong of a support system in Berlin, and I think it would have been easier to handle if I had developed stronger friendships with the other students in my program. On the other hand, this also encouraged me to be more independent. In Berlin I was more likely to explore the city on my own, rather than trying to make plans with other people, and I think this enhanced my experience. I look forward to being more independent once I return to the United States and Tulane.
While in Berlin I think I have gained a better understanding of the divisions and different attitudes within Germany. For example, when we learn about the Cold War in the United States, even from a German perspective, it is usually from a western perspective, and doesn’t reflect the impact on East Germans. During this semester, however, I have learned that often West Germans don’t feel very impacted by reunification, because it did not change their lives much. On the other hand, East Germans have often expressed nostalgia for their childhoods, even though the East is often portrayed negatively. For many East Germans, they feel as though their homeland has been lost, because current Germany is just like West Germany, and everything changed for East Germans. I have taken classes in politics and anthropology, and I think that all of these classes have given me a better understanding of German perspectives, which I look forward to applying in my future coursework.
I thought that some parts of the Paige reading were interesting, particularly the “Strategies for Long-Term Maintenance of Language and Culture Learning” (160-162). As a German and International Relations major, I have plans to continue learning German and involving myself in intercultural communication through the rest of my time at Tulane and after I graduate. I am very involved in the German department at Tulane, as well as the German Club, and I look forward to being able to share my experiences with others, as well as to continue embracing German culture at Tulane. One of the suggestions was to stay updated with news sources from the host country after returning (Paige 161). I think this will be something I try to do, as it will help me to continue learning concrete things about German and European current events as well as continuing to practice my German language skills. In addition, while I did not have the opportunity to connect with German students, I plan to stay in touch with the other students in my program, who all have an interest in German language and culture. I have also met with a native German who works in the US Department of State while in Berlin, and I look forward to staying in contact with her even after I return to the United States.
For my service learning site, I developed a flyer for my program provider to distribute to future students. At the beginning of my semester, one of the staff members sent out some volunteer opportunities, but I was not particularly interested in the ones she had provided. When I went to speak to her, she told me about Moabit Hilft, and got me into contact with the organization. I created this flyer so that it could be included in an email sent out to future IES Berlin students at the beginning of future semesters. In addition to information about volunteering, I also included some information about my personal experience. I think it is useful to have a personal perspective so that future students will feel more connected. I also included information about donating clothes. I know that a lot of my fellow students spent most of their free time traveling and were not interested in spending that time volunteering, so I was thinking about alternate ways to encourage future interaction between IES Berlin students and Moabit Hilft. Also, I know that a lot of students are concerned about being able to pack to go home, and I thought that giving them a place to donate clothes would help solve both of these issues.
Works Cited
Paige, R. Michael. “Preparing to Return Home” in Maximizing Study Abroad. 143-164.








